Ok, this is the first journal I’ve posted on this account in a long time, and I’m sorry to say that it is not a happy-go-lucky journal. There have been a lot of issues between every single member of our ex-group lately, and I’m sure I’m not the only one who noticed this. There have been break-ups and arguments and I’m sorry that we all have felt some pain recently. But now I must get to the point of this long announcement.

Someone has hacked into my gaia account. I don’t know who, and I don’t know why, but they did. At first I thought that it was just a hacking that happens all the time, but after examining my account and comments through Lauren’s account, I discovered that the person who hacked my account is someone from our group. This person not only changed my username, blocked pms, and changed my password, but they also left an apology comment in my name on Cayla’s profile. I’m sad to say that this was not me.

And now onto the other part of my journal. Cayla, this is written for you to read. I have never ever hated you. There were things in the past that seemed to drive us apart, and I’m deeply sorry that those events took place. I also know that for the past couple months you and I haven’t been speaking to each other. Conna explained to me that this was because you thought I was angry with you. After hearing this I felt terrible. I felt like I had been a horrible friend, and I was a horrible friend. I’m so sorry. I had been planning on giving you a formal apology in person the next time I saw you, but I guess now I have no choice but to say it on here. That message on your profile was false. It was not me who apologized to you, but someone speaking for me. After seeing how happy you were after receiving that comment I felt even worse. I should have said something earlier, but I didn’t. I’m sorry for leaving you hanging like that. It was simply a misunderstanding, and just like all misunderstandings, it should be spoken through. I hope that this apology is strong enough to recover the friendship that was almost lost. Hope to talk to you in the near future.

Now I’d like to say something small to Sango. I know you don’t want to have anything to do with me, but I feel like I should at least say what’s on my mind. I simply want to thank you. You were honest with how you were feeling and even though we had some harsh words thrown at each other, we were able to give a clean cut to the situation. I am glad that there is no anger left between us, even if we aren’t friends anymore. Well, you may still be mad at me, I don’t really know, but what I do want you to know is that I am not mad at you in the slightest, and I am absolutely ok with us having no connections whatsoever. Though, I do hope you take some time to read this

To sum this up, I have come to realize that I have made some poor moves in the past. These decisions were what I thought best at the time, but now I realize that they truly were not. I regret the painful emotions I have placed on others. Whoever is doing this to my account, please just stop. I don’t even want to know who did it fore that is not important. This person obviously wanted me and Cayla to get back together, which I hope happens after she reads this. Nonetheless, all I ask is that this person change my name and password back so that I may re-access it. Thank you for reading this. I am truly lucky to have such wonderful friends, and I realize that now.

Talk to you later guys!


-Kelly